The sad truth

So, kinda linking this post a little to my last one. On the last blog I mention how Bri has no problem being/living alone or whatever. Well, i think i fall in the other category. In the category of people that have a need for company. Why???

well, let me tell you about my day. I usually go leave for school between 6:30 and 7:00am, and i stay in school until 7:45 after which i go to the gym from 8pm-10pm and then i go home, go online for a bit to talk to Ivano, and go to bed. This is more or less my usual routine. Well, lately i cannot talk to ivano because my computer cable is not working and so i cannot charge my battery (i had it check out yesterday and i was told i need to contact Dell Korea) anyways.... so that's a bit sad, but that is not the point of my story... becuase i have not been able to talk to ivano (who is really my company- even if virtually), this got me thinking....

so the other day i was thinking about how sometimes teachers ask me "you aren't leaving yet?. what time are you leaving? why did you stay so late"? now i must make note, that many teachers leave at 4:30 (when the day is offically over) and most leave by 5:oo or 5:30. But after 5:30 there is usually little people left. Only a couple crazy ones that stay to do more work. So i am always the last one in the building since i stay until 7:45. And so while i was thinking about that i thought... you know... i mean, i do have lots of work to get done and i do need the time at school to finish my work, but i also think that a huge part of why i like staying in school that late and then go to the gym and all is becuase i really dont wanna go home. I dont wanna go home just to find out that I am alone. and THAT my friends, is the sad truth!. The sad truth that i dont like being home by myself, especially when i have nothing to do (since my computer is dead) i mean... if you are home and at least you have the TV, or internet, or you can watch a movie or something that's cool. I mean... i guess i could technically read a book or something but when i get home from a long day of work really the last thing i wanna do is read. So there you have it.
i just need my babbo to come visit so i will not be alone anymore.