ahhh (sigh)

Today I got frustrated because i spent all morning working on this one video about my vacation to italy and it was actually coming out really well. But then, somehow, and im not sure how I did it, i ended up erasing like half of it and had no idea how to get it back (as i downloaded the program to the school computer and have worked on it at school- so its all in korean) So i had to restart and do everything that I had done and so I wasted a lot of time. I just hope i dont mess up anything again. I wanna get a cool video and then when i finish it i will post it to youtube so you can see. Though i am not sure how that will work out as i think there is supposed to be a 10minute length limit and the video is definitely over 10minutes. Gonna have to wait and see how to work it out.

Today after school all the teachers are going out to dinner to celebrate because the vice principal got promoted to principal (at another school) Though I dont much mind hanging out and going to dinner and all i would honestly much rather just go home and rest. I am still on jetlag and tired as shit. (excuse my french) Every day this week I keep falling asleep towards 2 or 3 pm. So difficult! I hate feeling this tired, cuz then... even if i really want to get work done and be productive i simply cannot get anything accomplished because my body beats my mind and my eyes just start to close up infront of the computer. Its like studying for a final exam for long long hours. You are studying until late at night and there comes a point in the night when you have to read each thing 4-5 times because you read something but it goes in and out and you automatically forget what you JUST read. And then you head keeps falling, your eyes feel really heavy, and the time seems never to end. This is how i have more or less been feeling these past days.

At any rate.... my tummy hurts. I feel like i am hungry but at the same time i definitely dont feel like eating, especially not korean, not today. Guess im gonna have to suck it up. well, at least its friday! All i have to do for tomorrow is go to tobin's at night but other than that im free the whole weekend. Still debating whether to go dancing or not. Though I probably will not, as I need to save up money. Especially since I found out I wont be doing extra classes. Oh well.... such is life.

gotta go