Sunday, June 20, 2010

Time closing in

my open class begins in about an hour. and i confess, i do feel kinda nervous. This whole thing has reminded me of my university years and how nervous i would get before and exam or a presentation and the stress that builds up as you get closer and closer to the time you have to take that exam, give that presentation, etc. Another thing that always happend to me is that I would have weird, sometimes really bad dreams the night or week before about all sorts of things such as.... i would not hear my alarm clock in the morning and miss the exam, or i would forget all the information, or i would show up to class and not realize we had a final, or i would take the exam and then somehow forget to turn it in... all sorts of weird stuff. At any rate... last night i had a super bad drem. Guess you COULD call it a nightmare. I am not gonna go into detail of the dream but pretty much everything for my open class went wrong
i didnt hear my alarm clock and got super late to school
when i got there my open class had already started
for some reason i had my home computer and not my school computer and it wouldnt work
the powerpoint would not come up
i figured i would use the lesson plan (no pwr pt) but then realized i had NO lesson plan with me....
what else....
oh, instead of the 9 people who were supposed to come 3 came..
the kids would not participate....

i think those were the main highlights of my dream. At least i think today things cannot go THAT bad. So in that sense that is really good. I am definitely looking forward to the end of the day when it is all over so i can go work out at the gym and completely finish releasing all the build-up stress that i have had over the past week.

also, once this open class is over i can focus a bit more on finishing up my mom's translations and doing some more job searches

job searches- the one annoying thing about doing job searches at school is that my computer sometimes activates the pop-up blockers and so i cannot apply from that computer because i do not know how to deactivate them (since it is all in korean) and of course, the one time i asked the one teacher to help me with that she was unable to do it. Big surprise right? i know. anywho.... i am gonna get going,. Gonna grab some lunch. Then brush my teeth... and just leave everything setup for the opepn class.

wish me luck!

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