So im kinda.... not freaked out or anything, but mostly weirded out cuz I feel like Jacky has been acting kinda weird lately. I feel like she has been kinda cold maybe... not sure what it is. Something just feels different. These past days when I go to talk to her or ask her something I feel like I am bothering her or she doesnt want to talk to me. Maybe its just my imagination or maybe not. Not sure really. I do hope though, that things are ok. Maybe its just that she is a bit stressed with the beginning of the semester... especially since she is teaching the 3rd graders which was her last choice of class to teach.
On another note: today was kind of a nice and easy day becuase the first graders had some kind of examinations and so they did not have class with me. So I only had one class today, which went not too horrible. I say not too horrible because, at least the kids were participating, though they were being a little too loud. After 5 months of being here I have concluded that I would much rather have classes that are too loud, than classes that are completely mute. It is seriously a horrible feeling being in class trying to teach and asking for answers, opinions, etc and getting absolutely no reaction/saying from ANYBODY. Literally having a dead class. Last semester after this happened with some of my classes I felt really bad about times when I was in class and the teacher asked for answers, opinions, etc and no one would give an answer and neither did I! Guilt guilt guilt. ... oh well, its not like I can go back and change that, but I now understand how they must have felt having a mute class.
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